Don't Mind Me

I don't want to say that you're addicted But you never lied so honestly, admit it (Admit it) Staring in the mirror with conviction Lately seems you and I are drifting Dancing with my monsters under street lights Something about this love don't feel right And I don't want to ask Cuz I don't want to lie, no Don't want to fight, no Don't want to run no more Don't want to run no more Please no more These days I don't quite Feel like myself I sure as hell Could blame Someone else But These days, most nights Fly by me I'll be my own worst enemy Make up so many things But don't mind me These days And don't mind me While this love isn't right I just fight what's inside And my monsters invite More monsters of mine So I dance In the street, but I ask What it means to be free When the cycle repeats These days I Don't quite Feel like my Self I sure as hell could blame someone else, but Take one Take two Don't mind three So bittersweet Alone together Silence deafening With more oxymoronic things How do you know when it's been too much? When enough is enough? Because I feel the clarity come And then go in a rush I hope, I pray I still play the strings And they don't play me These days, most nights Fly by me I'll be my own worst enemy Make up so many things But don't mind me These days, most nights Fly by me I'll be my own worst enemy Make up so many things But don't mind me Don't mind me These days These days Please don't mind me these days There I stare In a mirror But I fear It's not me In a haze Can't escape The reflection I see As the story repeats And the snake I feed Inhales it's own tail I exhale what I breathe And these days And most nights I find There's a vice I invite There's a choice I recite If these days Fly by while awake What's the point to escape This illusion I made?