Wasted Time

It feels like just yesterday We were living out better days Up late, chasing highs But now we're running from time Times time with why you're caught in obligation No rhythm or moderation The sympathy's bittersweet A feeling you chase is all evasive I just got to let it go Guess I gotta Just gotta gotta Just gotta let it go Now just let it Go, just go I guess I gotta let it Go, just go You were drinking 'til there's Black on my conscience It's a rearview mirror to All my problems And you make up much nonsense To break up the constant Honestly, I find it hard to be honest Of who I gotta be, I gotta be The echoes of monotony Anxiety's on to me Playing strings of my irony Awoke inside an Odyssey Where the Sirens sing I am sipping and sinning and singing A cynical form of wasted honesty We've been wasted wasting time in the basement Taking one thing at a time, not forsaking The things of life, faking meaning not looking for signs Not looking for signs, but Sometimes Thoughts start takin' over Am I living to the minimum? My whole life I've done just what I was told Please, please meet me in the middle Lookin' over shoulder Am I following curriculum? One time can I just let it go, go? No Just wasting my own time As if this night was forever Forever and you'd never forget It's just a dream you won't remember And I don't want to let it go Anyway, forever or never It's just whatever to me To whomever will see the mirror is nearest to me Cuz I can throw the past in a bag but It still feels like just yesterday I gotta just let it Go, just go Now just let it Go, just go Just wasting my own time