Peace+Lava

I'm done with this existential crisis Why's this so hard to feel a shard of something catharsis It's like a ritual in praise to Dionysus Twice as hard to quit you all in days that I'm an artist I've dug so deep I've gone and hit the lower mantle Peace and lava seep like little whispers in a tunnel And still I'm digging while my head is like an anvil Hands full, lighting candles tangled in my shovel Okay, I've got a history of wild behaviour Style my failure like I missed a spot dusting But I'm trying to overwrite this level of my mind like Charles Xavier Trying to save the slightest chance for you to come and trust me Trust me, I know, I know it's hard to take And maybe I've got more to learn before I earn your amity You must be wondering if you've made a mistake Well, make it please and wait and see, have faith, have some humanity