Nothing

I I who have nothing I I who have no one I I who have nothing I I who have no one I'm a fuckin' lost dog, a fuckin' lost cause Wonder the earth feelin' like a fuckin' lost dog And what I lost, Lord, it made me ball hard And I ain't talkin' bout stuntin' or what goals y'all Wanted to told y'all, but that shit hurt bad Made me emotional, I fuckin' felt sad I lost the lady in my life that made me who I am Gave me direction, all my manners, everything I am And now she's long gone, some nights I still cry Matter of fact, penning this verse, I got a teary eye I sit and wonder why, I sit and wonder how I sit and wonder what the f*ck am I gon' do now And yeah, I'm sorry, ma, I know my language bad I get so angry every time I get to feelin' sad You gave me strength and taught me never to complain in life So you can understand the reason why I'm feelin' like, feelin' like I I who have nothing I I who have no one I I who have nothing I I who have no one I feel so sorry for the things you never knew Things I never got to tell, things we never got to do It seems the older that I grew, the more I ran away But I'd give my life just to sit with you another day Chop it up like we're supposed to, get a little closer Tell you by my problems, rest my head upon your shoulders I never got to say how much I love you And my procrastination made my world a little colder Betty Mullins, you're the truth, I dare a soul to say I'm wrong I just wish you got to know a better me now that I'm grown I shed a tear every time I see your face But the love that you gave made me impossible to break I'm not the type to wear my heart on my sleeve But you're the only one who seems to get my heart outside of me Sometimes I stop and take a look up in the sky Although you're gone, I know you're there But sometimes I just feel like, I just feel like, I just feel like I I who have nothing I I who have no one I I who have nothing I I who have no one