Stale Cigarette (feat. Dear Me & Arkaeo)

I wanna be your drunk-text romance The type of love you only show when you're too far gone to try to lie I limit myself until you are unable to censor my words, I erase my thoughts I do not allow myself to think I switch on the neurotransmitters in my brain that releases endorphins I swallow it down and convert it into nausea I can no longer let love rot away in the lining of my stomach I let it flow through the fingertips to your intertwined heartstrings A direct line between my soul and yours What's the difference between a best friend and a soulmate anyway? In the morning when you sober up, I exhale you like a stale cigarette And like always, you hurt the most on the way out Maybe it's 'cos I'm a bit hungover, can't stand to know I'm gonna wake up sober When I don't wanna wake up at all Sick of screaming my lungs out, tell me I'm a letdown - a victim of introspect Just get me out of my own head I've got a lot I need to figure out about the lucid thoughts that wear me down Just forget what was said, let's go get high in your basement Fake a smile instead, my conscious is vacant Maybe it's 'cos I'm a bit hungover, can't stand to know I'm gonna wake up sober When I don't wanna wake up at all Sick of screaming my lungs out, tell me I'm a letdown - a victim of introspect Just get me out of my own head