How Many Times / T.S.S.Y.F

This love is full of mysteries This love is filled in victories How many times they paint us like we're the villains How many times I told you Lord I was sinning How many times I cried tears you listened The weed I smoked gave me a vision It's kind of funny cause even the wrong decisions I would make would turn into blessings And I'm not worth all your love But still you love with forgiveness Wait How many times I told you Lord this ain't for me How many times you carried me up when I felt weak My thoughts get cloudy when I smoke weed But heavenly father you know I'm in too deep (Breathe) (Breathe) Slow down wait Gotta be patient on this ride You in the passenger seat Yahweh is the one that Drives drives drives drives I look to the the heavens Cause I know the truth shall set me free I know the world ain't got my back And I know it's Christ that gives me peace I remember I thought bout bagging this weed A Q in a bag i might need to eat But I don't want no parts all these Streets I'd rather be me and keep myself lowkey I know the trenches get cold sometimes I barely do drink I'm the sober kind It's all in the spirits you drink no lie Had to burn that off with that Holy fire I seen the devil work through certain women around I might have to drink for the night I feel the Holy Ghost deep inside Telling me no don't crash that boat Telling me no take that turn Telling me no don't blow that smoke Telling me no don't go that way But no matter the choice I'll stay by close I finally see I'm doing the most And I'll let you lead and follow the rope Slow down wait Gotta be patient on this ride You in the passenger seat Yahweh is the one that Drives drives drives drives Mummy told me get the uni degree I angle it different on 90 degrees Thinking bout making some p's Legitimate money take longer to breed I'm thinking bout flipping a pack Thinking bout getting this bag I might just go blow off a score today Or maybe might link up with bro by the cafe Could of been Should of been Would of been If he put all of his mind on that I've heard it before They stuck on the numbers But I'm tryna mind the stats On the platform I'm tryna mind the gap Father forgive me my mind is back The devil been lying I know that you called me to stay on the righteous track Slow down wait Gotta be patient on this ride You in the passenger seat Yahweh is the one that Drives drives drives drives Cause you make me feel Love in ways I've never felt And you make me heal From all the things I didn't tell