anguish

I've been thinking 'bout the times that you never left me alone I've been thinking 'bout the times that you always waited by the phone How we sat up watching shows, putting everyone on hold How we did that shit, not thinking bout the morning Ye, I've had that shit on my mind for a while Trynna figure out where we went wrong, on my side I don't have no feelings left I be going through some stress I be zoning out all day Trynna take the pain away Cuz I can always see the way that you hate my fucking face Tear me into pieces, and blow me into dust I've been thinking 'bout your face and how we always used to f*ck Mind-controlling demon, taking over my life I've been sitting at home just thinking 'bout my wife Already made it but I don't know who I am All I have to do is keep looking for a plan A way to ease my pain A way to not go insane Ye, I've had that shit on my mind for a while trynna figure out where we went wrong, on my side I don't have no feelings left I be going through some stress I be zoning out all day Trynna take the pain away Cuz I can always see the way that you hate my fucking face, ye Tear me into pieces, and blow me into dust I've been thinking 'bout your face and how we always used to f*ck