I Loved YOU

That moment realized I loved you How did I lose you? Hated myself Now I'm just trying to get by But f*ck it baby we all do Things we ain't supposed to It ain't your fault I had to work out my life We had to go our separate ways So I can figure out me In sunset by the lake It was an intimate scene You were telling me That your body was a custom to me And if I'm sure of what I'm doing This the final of 3 I'm a product of the moment Girl you know what I mean I don't think That I'd be happy through That version of me But that don't take away you Tried to help me stranded at sea Baby it wasn't you the problem was me A couple days later I was getting rid of your stuff at my house and I found a letter That moment realized I loved you How did I lose you Hated myself Now I'm just trying to get by But f*ck it baby we all do Things we ain't supposed to It ain't your fault I had to work out my life You see the man you knew yesterday Ain't the man you see today Working all day in the sun so all the bills are payed Took me 3 years but I got a girl that queen of state Took me that long you moved on in a couple days Will say it stung when I saw but its okay If that's what you want it ain't wrong You got your space Hope you stay strong Through this song But what a shame he a knock-off version We ain't the same And I don't me to sound bitter How can I be bitter I just couldn't be the one That moment realized I loved you How did I lose you Hated myself Now I'm just trying to get by But f*ck it baby we all do Things we ain't supposed to It ain't your fault I had to work out my life If you feeling the vibe lend me your time In that time were I thought I would die You by me side Little light in the dark of the night to stay alive Now I write to embody the fight you put inside Ya I still got the picture and the letters that you wrote I still kinda miss you when I'm feeling all alone But really they're just memories To why I'm made of stone Chisel to the core You find a heart that's soft and warm O