Loving Is a Past Tense

Hey, I been feeling like I’m bout to blow away Feeling so numb like I cannot feel a thing Lately I’m too selfish no one can get in Loving is a past tense I don’t think I can What’s happening? I been feeling like I’m bout to blow away Feeling So numb like I cannot feel a thing Lately I’m too selfish no one can get in (No, no, no) I don’t know I don’t know what is happening to me I don’t know lately I can’t hear em when they try to speak Where’s the key? Think the dog is off the leash I think it’s got a hold on me I been tryna fight this beast But all the power it gives me I don’t know if I can give it up Wait, your talking nonsense shut the f*ck up (STOP) (Wait, wait, wait) One side telling me this love shit is dumb (Oh what a waste) One side telling me just f*ck it all have fun (It's okay yeah It's okay) Hey, I been feeling like I’m bout to blow away Feeling so numb like I cannot feel a thing Lately I’m too selfish no one can get in Loving is a past tense I don’t think I can What’s happening? I been feeling like I’m bout to blow away Feeling So numb like I cannot feel a thing Lately I’m too selfish no one can get in Tell you that I’m sorry I’m sorry I gave in Didn’t mean to hurt u your so deserving You didn’t deserve that you gave me everything I just feel deserted but it’s all from within If I’m being honest Lately, I don’t want anybody around me Feel so at peace when nobody’s around me Feel so at ease I know you were counting on me So sorry I let you down So sorry I couldn’t stay stick around So sorry that I’m not your man right now So sorry so sorry so sorry So sorryyyyyyy Hey, I been feeling like I’m bout to blow away Feeling So numb like I cannot feel a thing Lately I’m too selfish no one can get in Loving is a past tense I don’t think I can What’s happening? I been feeling like I’m bout to blow away Feeling so numb like I cannot feel a thing Lately, I’m too selfish no one can get in Everything in my hands turn so brittle like the flowers wither in the winter Ice cold I been thinking I can do this all on my own I been thinking I been thinking