Desire

I feel like everybody 'round me already plotted what they wanted Like it was kush in there backyard I'm astonished How everyone think that they the shit but numbers say no For success there's a one percent chance point to be made though One in a hundred chance to make it blank over and over Cycle repeats but these aren't recycled beats Tradition and b.s. different things reach idols for peace Instead what we want is a person gon' sofa to soldier I hustle all night but man I ain't no freeloader Shootin' for stars but man I ain't no reloader No Benny the Butcher but the meat is gettin' colder Of the expectations I've killed you could smell the bodily oder That's the very thing killin' me what villiany It's like bein ugly and havin' a pretty girl into Addicted and it's ontop of me suckin' my energy Never get over it or reach it like it's infinity damn Somebody shoulda told me It would be like this, be like this, be like this Somebody shoulda told me It would be like this, be like this, desire Somebody shoulda told me It would be like this, be like this, be like this Somebody shoulda told me It would be like this, be like this, desire I had to make a real decision Are you okay with gettin' comfortable wit chillin' Mailin' it in waitin' around on inspiration If this is as high as you ever got Not career success-wise but from a skill level Like have you wrote you best song Did you leave no stone unturned creatively And when I though about that feelin' I was like naw I'm not cool with that Somebody told me 'bout the desire of gettin' higher Labeled it as False Prophets but man who's da liar The man lying to themselves hopin' one will get better Forgettin' that they human or the one just gettin' fed up I ain't sayin' I wanna take a break or settle But where does this rise of expectation end though I made mistakes as I should I don't wanna rekindle It's human but I never abused like Pinnochio to Gepetto Shouldn't it been enough just to make it out the ghetto Shouldn't it been enough just to not touch da fentanyl Never mixed it and took it like my cousin did Got out clean smooth like lotion but I might as well just rub it in Or maybe Cole was right that I could top it And never sop it jump in the moshpit and never be a False Prophet And if Kendrick put the bar above that cockpit I guess I'll be an astronaut jump from space just to make the fuckin' pocket Okay