Letter to God

Dear God why I'm living like this? (Why) I'm totally pissed, why do I even exist? Would I ever be missed? Possibly dissed Tired of all the pain and illusion of bliss Cause Now I know, life's more than a wish Like getting kiss by a scandalous bitch I've never been rich, caught up in the mix Seems like my existence depending on this Been down and out, and this cloud of doubt Hanging over my head I just wanna shout (Now) It's so profound I keep falling down God I just need you, to hold me down Through all the pain I keep fighting back No matter how tough Keep reminding that Life is a test and as I'm writing that A hater looks at me so I'm just smiling back Dear god yes it's me again! I repent for my sins, but I stand as a man The scene that I'm in, it made me obscene This crazy shit that, comes from within As you know king I don't have any friends Can't get a bitch cause I'm too diffe -rent Rebellious teen, came off like I'm mean Cause Everyone laughed when I mentioned my dreams No one believed and no one could seen The light inside the child of this marvelous queen I blow like the wind,through the buildings you're in And Give you the chills like a demon so scream There's my confession would you let me live? I'm done with the past God and I will forgive No more resentment not that lonely kid Anymore I'm grown and I'm done with it