to the one i love, thanks for sticking around

Remember life way back ain't great Sorry just got a bit of hate Know I just love to move with haste But know my heart ain't filled with hate I told you way back then I changed Still dont know what it means today I told you way back then I'm safe Just thought always I pushed you away Living too fast gotta catch up Foot down to the floor, I gotta floor it Foot down to the floor, I gotta floor it now City lights ain't changing how I feel Why the hell did this go and break the seal Feel like I cannot catch a break Told you I changed, told you I changed I cant escape that fucking night I cant escape his fucking gaze God knows I tried, and god knows I tried Words all fall short of the breath I take I tried cutting off all of my ties I tried out crying every night But nothings changed, I'm still the same Seems like my lifes just a stupid game I cant escape those lonely drives I cant escape not feeling fine God knows I tried, and hell knows I tried Those stupid ways, and awful things I cant erase or just unsay All the pain and all guilt My little life, your sword and hilt Slice off my head, ill pay you well The price ive lived with cards I delt Been on the edge, thats how I felt Been on the edge, thats how I felt Told you I changed, thats how I felt Told you I changed, thats how you felt