Demons

I still remember those days, Everything was so fresh, there was no pain Everything was so great, there was no rain Every single step we took was a new day Then it all changed, I dug a hole that was six feet deep That I turned into my own grave If ya asked me right now I guarantee you that I couldn't even tell you the first letter of my own name I swear to God that I don't know how it happened Everything was so good and then it vanished I sunk inside another bottle of whiskey with a little side of pills I was hoping would kill me And everything just faded to black Hoping that I would never come back I promise you I never wanted to die But I just couldn't live another day stuck in a lie I get lost in the stars when I'm with you, every day I get lost in the atmosphere, the atmosphere of life I get lost in the stars when I'm with you, every day I get lost in the atmosphere, the atmosphere of life I went to war with the demons The enemy was telling me that I'm dreamin' But every time I looked around there was no one It was just me yelling out to God that I need him Ever wonder what it's like to feel abandoned Like everybody is just taking you for granted Like you could disappear forever And there wouldn't be a second thought to anyone around you on the planet I didn't know just how to handle my depression Did everything that I could to make it lessen But it really didn't matter what I did Cause at the end of the day I never thought I was a blessing Nah man, I've been nothing but a curse And no matter what I do I make it worse I try to take away the pain with medication But it doesn't work, and it never did, no it still hurts I get lost in the stars when I'm with you, every day I get lost in the atmosphere, the atmosphere of life I get lost in the stars when I'm with you, every day I get lost in the atmosphere, the atmosphere of life I never thought anybody could save me I look to God cause I'm tired and angry To be honest I don't know what to do Cause every time I turn around you were looking to raise me I was dead, I was six feet under Said goodbye to the little kid that used to wonder Is there anybody out there bigger than me cause if there is I really hope we meet eventually Yeah, so I look up to the sky, with hands raised high And wonder why I am still alive Is there something out there bigger for me Is there more than holding on for dear life, a grand design In that moment I was brought to my knees As I heard a little whisper say, "My son, please" I've been here all along and I'll never forsake you Till the day that you die, I will always be with you I get lost in the stars when I'm with you, every day I get lost in the atmosphere, the atmosphere of life I get lost in the stars when I'm with you, every day I get lost in the atmosphere, the atmosphere of life