Back Under My Skin (Acoustic)

Every time I turn around Every time I draw a breath I feel I'm sinking underground I feel my chest arrested And I'm left fading, intoxicating Revive my own little hell But I thought I had been lost to your suffering And loosed from under your spell Then I watch you terrify me I watch you break my heart again I watch you crawl back under my skin Every time I see your friends And every time I pass your house I feel the rains are closing in But still I drought without you I'm left hating your perpetrating Of lies you know so well When I thought I had been freed from your suffering I fall back under your spell I always thought I was smarter Than letting myself get wrecked Feeling like a half-dead martyr I haven't gotten clear just yet With little left of life to barter And no one left to blame It always ends the same Now I'm left jaded, intoxicated By one last "fare thee well" Cause I thought I had been lost to your suffering And loosed from under your spell