Lost Ones (Interlude)

Silvia died when i was 9 Thats when i was introduced to death They found her body fully naked Cept a scarf round her neck Went 11 years without her And I ain't never fully grieve that shit yet Trench Baby Numb to this shit Ok well Grandpa died theyear after He had a heart attack I had to fly to South Africa to see him That's where his coffins at My first funeral Numb to this shit Trench baby Abdi died in 8th grade He had went in a coma When they told us I was in class at my desk in the corner How the f*ck they expected me to focus They ain't even let me mourn em Numb to this shit Trench baby Gio died my senior year He got shot in his chest He was supposed to make it too They should've took me instead Cried in private but in public im Numb to this shit Trench baby Grandma died before i turned 20 Had a long battle with cancer Dementia too So she ain't remember me when i visit her Trench Baby I said I was numb to this shit But I fuckin' lied