Scared (feat. MainCiaga)

You know what I'm sayin', I come from a place where Not too many kids make it past the age of 18 Cause they, they stuck in the streets Tryna get money and shit So I'm tryna let em know that They always got a choice You know what I'm sayin' Late night phone calls get me scared Thinkin' that someone died I've lost so many of my brothers It's got me traumatized I've had dreams and nightmares Bout catchin' homicides They don't get me Where I come from, boy it's do or die Live check a check Cant go in debt cause they gon' lose respect At a young age tryna get paid I'm jumpin' off that deck Cause niggas savages They get the tecs and shoot for necks So sell my shit, glock and my hip Cause I can't go out next And on this road ahead of me Lord, I wanna say a prayer for my enemies Cause I'ma make it out And that's a fact and it ain't nothin' gon' stop me They can send an army, send a copy But they not gon' drop me B Swervo hit my line, said we should drop the beef Said it's too many black men dyin' Bodies in the streets I heeded that, took it in but it was hard for me Forgive or don't forget That's something my momma taught to me God, I'm prayin' that you keep me on the right path Cause fast money can also take your life fast I don't got that many options left in front of me So its make it with this music shit or die to me Streets say I'm Minnesota's Durk That's how I know I got the voice So I make sure to tell the children that They always got a choice Put down that glock, pick up a passion Put your soul in it Make sure you make them feel you child Cause your soul different When Gio died, I lost my mind I went through hell and back I was tryna slide, picked up a gat Screamin' out where they at I thank God every day that the police got him first Could've been so much more bloodshed Would've ended so much worse To this day, that situation don't make sense to me Why take a kid who made sure That he wasn't in the streets He was a good kid He made sure he kept his mind in his work He was mindin' his business Went to the store for a shirt Late night phone calls get me scared Thinkin' that someone died I've lost so many of my brothers It's got me traumatized I've had dreams and nightmares About catchin' homicides They don't get me Where I come from, boy, it's do or die I lost my mind when Karrar died Numb the pain, I don't cry All these drugs I put inside Even if it's not prescribed Like I was streamin' with Kilo Think my past makes me twitch Most my niggas trap real hard Thats the way we gettin' rich We would do some crazy things Just to get up, be a mess Rough riders, we was kids We looked up to DMX I know and its sad How much people first gotta die I couldn't cry cause we been numb to the homicide Know was people named Lucas But they turned to informant Broke OTR hit the lick Feds got a search warrant Give no shorty no validation Bitch, you ain't that important You'd be surprised How much people that I know got deported Gon' disappear, change my name to D.B. Cooper We been shot at, but still survived Our lifestyle's like a trooper Bro sellin' dope like he El Chapo But before was a hooper He learned his jumper in the gym In the streets he a shooter It's real tough Late night phone calls get me scared Thinkin' that someone died I've lost so many of my brothers It's got me traumatized I've had dreams and nightmares About catchin' homicides They don't get me Where I come from, boy, it's do or die Late night phone calls get me scared Thinkin' that someone died I've lost so many of my brothers It's got me traumatized I've had dreams and nightmares About catchin' homicides They don't get me Where I come from, boy, it's do or die