Sorry4DaWait Freestyle

For you, for you, I will wait for you My head's been hurting on it daily It's constantly spinning Think it's karma from my youth days I was constantly sinnin' Pray that when the day comes That the Lord will forgive me Paranoid I go outside I keep the blinky tucked with me Shoutout to my day ones, this is just the beginning Shoutout to the real niggas, our love's never finished To the haters I say thank you To my opps you're forgiven Cause I've been done with that street shit That ain't no way of living Said I'm done with the street shit Can I finally get some love I was taught to stay tough You know momma raised a thug But to be honest I feel weak Feel like my heart has been crushed It's not much longer I can fake it Jesus please lift me up Living paycheck to paycheck Just praying I make it Selling my shit cause the bills ain't get paid yet Is this the payback for mistakes that I made when I was just a jit, trying to chase a thrill Where I come from is kids dying With no thought they can make it Maybe that's the reason that I'm dying to make it Lead them by example, pave the way for the city Make sure that they know that All that street shit is silly This nine to five shit isn't for me, to be honest I hate it Just doing what I gotta so a nigga can make it Pay my bills, do some videos And hope that y'all play it So I'm sorry for the hold up I hope it's worth what you waited I be thinking bout my death on a hourly basis Will I go out natural or is my life gon' be taken Constantly watch my surroundings I know the snakes is just waiting I just pray I leave my impact Before my life get to fading Feel like I'm nobody's something But still everybody's nothing Always taken for granted, feel like nobody love me Every time I step outside I feel like everybody judge me But I just mind my business Tryin' to make some bank My head been hurting on the daily It's constantly spinning Think it's karma from my youth days I was constantly sinning Pray that when the day comes That the Lord will forgive me Paranoid I go outside I keep the blicky tucked with me This nine to five shit isn't for me, to be honest I hate it Just doing what I gotta so a nigga can make it Pay my bills, do some videos And hope that y'all play it So I'm sorry for the hold up I hope it's worth what you waited