Surface

Take the light from my eyes As you bleed me dry Of all I have left to give I am starting to give in Take me away from my life It is not what I envisioned I am plagued by indecision Why is it that I can not make up my mind Is it worth it to live Or am I too beat down to die I still look family in the eye Lie, and say I'm fine When there's nothing left inside Take away my life As I resent the light I find Slowly creeping backwards Toward a time where it felt right To deny my insecurities Push away what's best for me I am my own worst enemy Slowly realizing my options Fade away into insignificance A permanent end to my problems Why is it that I can not make up my mind Why is it that I can not make up my mind Is it worth it to live Or am I too beat down to Die Take away my life As I resent the light I find Slowly creeping backwards Toward a time where it felt right To deny my insecurities My face will not be recognized in twenty years I have a knack for being worthless Shallow, pathetic always feeling nervous I have a knack for being worthless Shallow, pathetic always feeling nervous I am yet to find my purpose Displaced in life and yet to surface