heaven

(Unspoken words fill my mind, echoing around There's no safe way to get out) There's no rain but there are clouds I feel safe when you're around, I feel safe when you're around Silence in my face, heaven in my hands Turn me into a ghost, let me leave myself Let's go up in smoke, let's just leave this hell They all care too much, they don't understand Light it up, burn it down, put it on fire Yellow paint, spray it down, make me go blind Light it up, burn it down, put it on fire Yellow paint, spray it down, make me go blind Close to you, close to the light Don't give me those eyes I never felt alive Silence in my face, heaven in my hands Turn me into a ghost, let me leave myself Let's go up in smoke, let's just leave this hell They all care too much, they don't understand Don't explain yourself, don't explain yourself Water in my eyes, water on your hands Patterns in the sky, i can't comprehend Biting on my tongue, eyes rolling back I was holding back