HeartThrob Interlude

Tell the world what you mean to me Sing my name all in high praises Even when I was a full moon, you still loved me thru my dark phases. There were times when I was too honest and that pain made you feel minor league. It's like I always put my best foot forward, but still ain't know how to lead. We ain't never have to break up, we both didn't know how to leave. I hate when you touch me like "be real" emotions you tried to read, by feeling all up on my goosebumps. Scary times tryna be in touch. Start to feel like there's no one to trust. Trust me I'm still there. In the same position like a mannequin. Looking back at what we used to be and thinking I could be your... damn again? Tryna find a good reason to be the only one to hold ya hands again. No it may not be in marriage, but at some point we both were committed. You went on the way out to college and I stay back home tryna spit out this image. Old Velcro pockets, we in deep but we barely connect. Like when you come home just to hit me with a late night "you up?" Text. Knowing you know that I'm working, always spend nights in studio. You ask if you can come over, the homie sit back and say "here you go."