An Apology.

Why do you put up with me? I'm annoying I clearly see I cling way too tight I'm stuck in darkness, waiting for a light My mind races a lot It convinced me of things I did not Of things I didn't do All I have to say is I'm sorry to you It's okay, don't be afraid My anxieties seem to change I'm not scary like I seem Pretend that this was all a dream This is an apology For dragging you to see I shouldn't be here anymore Maybe I should slam the door You tell me that it's fine I can't get that event all out of my mind Everyone's staring at me All of my anxiety is causing such a scene You're the only one that I trust I try to act tough but I know you'll break it soon enough Everyone says adieu I say I'm sorry, I'm sorry to you It's okay, don't be afraid My anxieties seem to change I'm not scary like I seem Pretend that this was all a dream This is an apology For dragging you to see I shouldn't be here anymore Maybe I should lock the door Everyone else, I just turn away Maybe I'll come out of my shell someday I isolate myself for your sake I feel like I should give, and should not take I'm sorry for how cruel I seem I'm sorry that I can seem too mean I'm sorry for almost shutting you out I forgot what friendship's about I said I'm sorry to you It's okay, don't be afraid My anxieties seem to change I'm not scary like I seem Pretend that this was all a dream This is an apology For dragging you to see I shouldn't be here anymore Maybe I should slam the door It's okay, don't be afraid My anxieties seem to change I'm not scary like I seem Pretend that this was all a dream This is an apology For dragging you to see I shouldn't be here anymore Maybe I should lock the door Lock the door Maybe I'm just overthinking again 'Cause all I really need right now is a friend We all need help, I just happened to ask you Maybe this is more of a thank you