I Can't Tell You

So many thoughts So many memories That I keep locked inside my brain Don't wanna get caught I'll clench onto the keys I swear that everything's the same I'm not perfect I'm far from it I almost worked myself to death So many secrets So many regrets I'd tell you but you'd see me as even less I can't tell you what I did to myself You've seen the battle scars but nobody else How will you react? I can't tell I might well pack for hell You wouldn't understand You wouldn't try to You'd say that I'm going mad I want your hand To guide me though Your friendship is all I had I can't tell you what I did to myself You've seen the battle scars but nobody else How will you react? I can't tell I might well pack for hell I can't tell you all the late nights I can't tell you all the violent fights I can't tell you because you'd make fun of me So I'll hide in secrecy