Breakdown

Find the bottom, don't look up It's hard to love yourself these days Letting down the ones you love An untrained stomach might just break Pouring from an empty cup If you're okay, then I'm okay Eating less and can't shut up So clean me out, put me away Put me away I'm finding the importance of a breakdown Don't tell me that I'm fine I might just trust you more than my own intuition So what's the purpose of this freak out? I'm not just losing time Lost faith in my own sympathetic nervous system Find some ground to push off from What did we learn from our swim? While I'm drying myself off I see you jump back in Pouring from an empty cup If you're okay, then I'm okay Eating less and can't shut up So clean me out, put me away Numb As if I could give a f*ck about anything Done Keep pushing me away and save yourself Fucked I just couldn't give a f*ck about anything Done Numb, numb I'm finding the importance of a breakdown Don't tell me that I'm fine I might just trust you more than my own intuition Glazed over eyes Can hardly see What's right in front of me You'll have to save yourself And let me go I'll only let you down Until you do