Need a rush

I think I'm in a rot I think I'm in a rot And I'm gon need a rush I'm gon need a rush Got scarred Trauma Got me down My heart Need a jumpstart To restart Need an upper to make it through another day Need an upper to make it through another day I think I'm in a rot I think I'm in a rot And I'm gon need a rush I'm gon need a rush The world Isn't right Isn't right Someone Got it bad Got it bad Need an upper to make it through another day Need an upper to make it through another day I think I'm in a rot I think I'm in a rot And I'm gon need a rush I'm gon need a rush Kept to myself for a while Kept to myself for a while I been dealing with too much Took a break from the world The lost was just deeper The cut was a killer Like fighting a fever In the den of the reaper It's all bad It's all bad (It's all bad and I'm over it) It's all bad It's all bad (It's all bad and over it) I think I'm in a rot I think I'm in a rot And I'm gon need a rush I'm gon need a rush I think I'm in a rot I think I'm in a rot And I'm gon need a rush I'm gon need a rush