I Don't Know

I know it's been a while since we've talked at all And I'd be lying if I said I was meaning to call But it's damn good to hear your voice What can I say It's not that I don't wanna hear But things are still pretty crazy over here And the day when it gets better won't be today And who knows when It's gonna be And until then I won't let me Hurt you again It's not that I don't wanna talk to you But if I'm making sense like I always do The right thing for your feelings is to push you away It's not that I don't wanna keep in touch But I don't want to know all that much If someone else is taking you on a date And I know you say How can it be when I say I don't wanna be Involved every day I should not be afraid And I can hear you say That you don't need me to look after you And you don't need me to protect you And you sure as hell don't need me To tell you how you feel And how can I say I love you And just walk away And I suppose I can't really say And I don't think either of us knew I not me and you not you When we said we'd pledge to one another For all time I still don't know I'm sorry to say And I get closer everyday And wonder how much further is my climb How can we know Just who it is we want to devote Everything that we don't even hold If one day I find me And I realize it's with you I wanna be I don't expect that you'll be there in wait