grey and apathy

I got these shades on They're tinted with grey And I don't know how to get them off My kisses are stale The nights are a waste See all my emotions fade Oh I can see My emotions yield I can hardly feel I'd rather be in pain Then to live in grey and apathy How did I get here I'm dry on the tears The funny have gone and disappeared  So I kicked a wall In hopes I would shout But my lips are muted still Oh I can see My emotions yield I can hardly feel I'd rather be in pain Then to live in grey and apathy Anybody got a dose of ache 'Cause I could use someone to pain this numb still heart  Oh I can see My emotions yield I can hardly feel I'd rather be in pain Then to live in grey and apathy