Off My Chest

I got some things I want to get off my chest That live in the back of my head Forever lingers til the day I am dead I pray that one day I'll be able to rest And get the demons out of my head So i can be at peace when I am dead Paint the perfect picture Without any context A sprinkle of scripture That's me a disastrous concept Being honest isn't complex It all about the mindset Ima product of God but I'm still filled with regret Remind me of my problems I'm back to the past tense Im stressed til I solve em You could say that I'm passed tense I know the bottle bottom like the back of my own hand Had to cut it cuz its awful dont wanna be like great grand dad Self doubts my keepsake that I keep safe Cuz in my house I just try to mitigate all the self hate Bout to go off like a kamikazes last day switch lanes Out of my way My brain bout to runaway Drifted from God now i think im insane Found my way back now i proclaim His name everyday Got a headache From all the complaints i just I got some things I want to get off my chest That live in the back of my head Forever lingers and spreads I pray that one day I'll be able to rest And get the demons out of my head So i can be at peace when I am dead I say I'm a Christian but instead you hear I'm perfect But really thats just an opinion that you address for the purpose Of getting under my skin but i feel like i don't deserve it The evil you begin to speak lets your home rise from the surface Its got me nervous Mind in circles I dont really wanna think about the burdens The fake sermons Spoke from serpents Televangelism is for the people Who line pockets with their evil Blood soaked hands washed under steeples Feeble old men taking people's freedom and Then feeding off them Is another greedy problem of Prosperity nonsense when Jesus didn't even focus on the prosperous Instead warned us of false prophets Who make a fake promise of an easy profit Im out of time but this won't be forgotten I got some things I want to get off my chest That live in the back of my head Forever lingers and spreads I pray that one day I'll be able to rest And get the demons out of my head So i can be at peace when I am dead