The Rotten Egg Smell On My Belly

It's very disgraceful but it's so rightful...Time is accidental to meBeing hit by my breathing in realityThe fact to keep breathing is a mystery.Not even for a moment did I want this place...Inside this small room, one day is accidental and disgraceful.I already know. The fact that you will no longer be my existence...My pure body has become covered in woundsMy pure soul has begun to rot little by littleMy entire body begins to stink of a rotten egg scentTo an extent of not being able to sense.Because of the little desire to go to AmericaAnother disgraceful day has passed and I had to bedAlthough I hope to sleep like this foreverI open my eyes and it's a cruel dayThe red rotten egg smell is still on my bellyI can only stand stillI bow my head and send a somewhat happy greetingBut it taunts meQuietly I stare at the white's land even if it feels farther awayEven if my limbs are twisted I can't make a sound.