Hard In the Paint

I think im losing myself and I aint getting better Feels like im lost like ill search for whoever Can make all of this go away and forget her Now I got bigger endeavors I got a cloud over my head that never change weather Im stuck in the times where I sat down and met her My head spitting lectures Its Telling me just to forget her, and one day you'll find someone better But really thats some shit that i dont believe Think i found love but its hard to concede Lately i dont have nobody to see Feel like the more that i sleep, the wake up is harder to leave I play my shit on repeat Cause I know that noone will do it for me Im preaching bout chasing my dream, but everything not what it seems Trust me Im falling apart at the seams Feeling like im boutta die Feeling like i shouldn't try Losing myself in my high Used to look down now I look to the sky Still getting looked down on I think i know why These people aint ready for change and they blind But ill make them crack when they hearing my lines I rack up my checks, watch your step dont start tripping on mines These rappers just act a lot, really they acting online Like how you been flipping that pack And you stay with that strap but your gat hard to find Aint saying im dealing, but i can see through every line Thats why when im asked if i feel it, im just saying nah everytime Aint masking no feeling, if its bout a rhyme Its f*ck every hoe all that hoeshit the same Im getting bored with these bitches who try to play games Guess that I backed myself into a corner so i cant complain But all of these bitches are lame Ever since they wanna see me for fame, we just aint been speaking the same Feels like im losing whats making me sane, I cant do this shit everyday She wanna look at me just cause im making some plays Like where were you at when i put in the practice Oh you just want time in the game Get off my dick and get to the back of line like the last one who came I do not care bout your name I do not care bout your whip or your chain Im tryna get the whole road so that I can own every lane I still think back on those times where wed ride in a saturn from 02 Shout out lil dwayne Now I just hop in the whip while i watch the coat drip off the side like some paint Then watch that shit rejuvenate Bitch I go hard in the paint Yeah its been harder to scrape, But watch what ill make Bitch i go hard in the paint I work on my shot everyday I aint taking no breaks Bitch i go hard in the paint Yeah its been harder to scrape, But watch what ill make Bitch i go hard in the paint I work on my shot everyday I aint taking no breaks