Rose In The Concrete

Sweetheart, you're the rose in the concrete Sunshine, in a snowstorm, where the clouds meet You know my language even though I speak through these bars, what i'm dealing with you know about it girl you street smart I messed up again, my bad I was battling Retail therapy, I gave like management Bought Louie V Prada Adam Eve Didn't want you knowin me, cause I struggled with abandonment Hard to ride, for me aint nobody else can handle it I was in the wrong, wick-burnin light candle-lit Down bad, back inside the cell, like damnit man What we had was broken I know I ain't wanna damage it So I apologize, for tellin lies Tellin you I loved you when I never knew why Women by my side, but I always felt alone, cause at home, I, had you contemplating suicide And worst of all, I'm not even gonna cry Let the record show, that I'm just another guy Probably-on the other side, not in touch with my emotions, but that's why I knew you special because you in touch with mine I ain't saying take me back cause I'm no father Said I got you pregnant and I told you I won't go farther How, can I feel right, with a boy or a girl When the money so tight, I, wanna fight the world I wish I could make it all go away Then I fucked up, so they sent me up state But girl for you I hope to god you know I'll go harder, you in peak bloom, I'm the sickest in the rose garden My lifestyle changed fast imma write you back Whatever the result, know that imma be the dad Everything I wrote is from the heart, with a cast on it Rocket ship love, girl I love you to the moon and back I know what we had we lost, imma find it back I put five on it, matter fact, like a lighter pack I'm doin time, recollection on the past Memories I've had, when I had you like that Love yours Your the best I ever had