Well off

First of all let me just say that im high Used to be sober until it was high Back in 11th grade i would just wake up start wanting to die Like F*ck it I wont even try, Ill close every door in my mind I'll make sure that none of this shit in your sight Now ive been living a little bit different, my life and decisions Got me contradicting, the ditches I put myself in cause I'm different My vision been sticking, like legal prescriptions This shit really hitting, i hit it im lifted no feelings, existing They gone with the wind its like (Uh) Trying my best and not quitting like (Uh) Get out my head imma get it right (Uh) Living for you im not living right (Uh) Trying so one day my children might (Uh) Smoking on protein no kellogs I keep a J just in case if I fell off I made a change now im well off Wishing been well now i'm well off (Yeah) Wishing been well now im well off (Yeah) I made a change now im well off Wishing been well now i'm well off (Yeah) Wishing been well now im well off (Yeah) Wishing been well so im back (Uh) Feel like my problems just stack (Uh) High in a cloud full of black (Uh) Swallow me never come back (Uh) Look how I got out that bitch and I made it This all for the music dont need to be famous, dont need no acquaintance I just need the homies wherever we make it I'm tryna get lifted not faded, im fading like paintings my color been straining The pain of this life been so dangerous, I pray that I make it Sorry for venting ive really been heated You say im winning Im feeling defeated Feel like this feeling exist for no reason The shift been in park its so dark I cant see it I got demon inside and I feed it I got an angel its keeping me breathing It's funny how both are the same when im thinking, The rap like a game im determined to beat it Dont know whats hiding inside of me i try to seek it I dont even see it, dont know if im blind or the blinds im not peeking Maybe this shit gonna beat me I really dont know It's easy to go if you never were in it, my whole life been in it Since humble beginnings, I cant even lie I'm still somewhat uncomfortable winning My numbers are stuck in an upward position I f*ck up a track got no love for these bitches, just music and soul Came out the six not Atlanta The beat in the coffin the pen and the pad like my hammer My standards so high square the five for a sample This gram gonna bring you right out of your zone (Ah!) Smoking on protein no kellogs I keep a J just in case if I fell off I made a change now im well off Wishing been well now i'm well off (Yeah) Wishing been well now im well off (Yeah) I made a change now im well off Wishing been well now i'm well off (Yeah) Wishing been well now im well off (Yeah) Wishing been well so im straight (Uh) Wishing so much ive been stuck in the grey Feel like the same everyday (Uh) Smoke gonna help with the weight Smoking so much I got pressure for days (Uh) Feeling the stress everyday Feel like im losing myself in my ways Tell me ill end up the same Tell me deep down im still sane Tell me it all goes away Tell me its just in my brain She ask if you fine, im fine for real, im just a lil fired up Sirens off in my mind its blinding, losing myself where the sky is I give a f*ck if you find us Working hard back on the grind, im getting my vision in line I used to be back of the line, now when I pull up I start skipping the line I don't need a diamond to shine, but really its whats in my mind I hope I dont waste what I find I guess we gon find out, sooner or later in time My shorty be fine she a dime, a one plus a 9 you cant even find her Sad that she hard to find But finally, got a foundation behind me, find me lighting up Smoking on protein no kellogs I keep a J just in case if I fell off I made a change now im well off Wishing been well now i'm well off (Yeah) Wishing been well now im well off (Yeah) I made a change now im well off Wishing been well now i'm well off (Yeah) Wishing been well now im well off (Yeah) Wishing been well now im well off