Taking A Breath

I call this taking a breath I'ma pray for tomorrow Don't want no life with a regret But I keep hugging the bottle You keep on getting upset I keep saying I'm sorry Got some weight in my chest You stained my heart with your Sharpie How am I supposed to dream When I can't even sleep? They tell me take a breath I can't even breathe So how am I supposed to do better? I got the world against me It's OB vs The people like the Juice sent me I'ma hard headed go getter I don't have no friendlies Everybody opposition cuz of What they envy When The money turns to greed Your family turns to thieves Nobody happy unless you get Exactly as they please Praying on their knees begging God to save em from their sins Ima live my life if he accepts me Then I'll be his friend Until then I'ma dog it out Feel the pain and walk it out Extra shot of whiskey have me Fighting like I'm Pacquiao My hands up Pound for pound I'd kill you if we stand up No manners Bar for bar I'll work you in a Stanza I got caught up wasting energy On friends who turned to Enemies Erase me from their memory like Will Smith did in MIB I'm tryna get my bag B.I.G and be Notorious For being the one to make it out My city With my warriors You bastards all inglorious We Went against the ordinance Your girl just sent her Coordinates pass around the Tree like she's an ornament This weed starts to disorient Feels like I was born again The rebirth I ain't tryna end up On a tee shirt Quick to hate on me but you ain't Even done your research Revert back into that mind state That state of mine Where everything feel twisted Where doctors fill more Prescriptions Our options got more restricted The government out to get us They taxing breaking backs off The victims They should be taxing breaking Bags off the richest F*ck it man I'm loving the Struggle I wouldn't change nun Maybe I step out of my bubble That'll change sum Sometimes you gon step in a puddle That don't change nun Maybe I move on from my troubles That'll change sum Every action has a consequence That's why I when I move I make sure I do it with Confidence My homies are my confidents So if I'm in a document I know who out there gossiping Why this shit feel ominous? I need to get on top of this Cold flow you shivering No one tight as my syndicate Steady guarding our innocence I've been riding these Instruments OB out here he infamous OB out getting intimate OB out here he mischievous OB out here he getting it Honestly Im tired of apologies Cuz I don't like regret, that's the Shit that's out here haunting me Make me feel all types of way My demons out here taunting Me I think I need a hideaway Like drake did with Adonis's seed I call this taking a breath I'ma Pray for tomorrow Don't want no life with a regret But I keep hugging the bottle You keep on getting upset n I Keep saying I'm sorry Got some weight in my chest, You stained my heart with your Sharpie