MOONFLOWER/QUEEN OF THE NIGHT

They all say they see me but no one really sees me painting pictures of my life saying I Should be on tv Or maybe model but not working in some humble hovel Too kind for my own good I'm really never understood Can't slow the waves so instead I start to swim weights around my ankles it's tryna pull Me in Legs are dead out of breath have to use my hands now Just how long can I keep going I think I should shout man down Don't like long distance but please don't get too close Unless you plan on helping babysit these fucking ghosts And being alone that's all I've ever really known Baby faced but this soul feels kinda old Hopes too high but I still let them rise with my tired eyes, tired of lies, tired of just not being surprised... It's always the same She's so innocent and sweet Makes me wanna flip a new leaf But I can't walk for you Gotta go with my own two feet Come be my muse If just for a day Lemme immortalise your aura With these words I wanna say Join me in the sunshine Join me in the rainfall Join me in the treetops So that we can see it all Join me in the night sky Let's revel and watch the stars Join me in the moment Where there's no time but ours Join me in the graveyard Join me in rebirth Join me in the next life When our bodies ain't good for this earth Join me in the present Let's forget about the past Join me on this journey So I can hold you in my arms Buts it's always the same... Take your self care days I'll be here when you're back If you wanna talk I'm always down for a chat And if you wanna say nothin We can kickback and relax Let our energy talk instead While you play with my plaits Ye our bodies can be close But I want our minds to be closer Getting tired of telling I think it's time I just showed ya Time to start showing up And watch as you keep glowing up And let the mystery of your soul Not get boarded up See I wanna be bored with you Is that too much to ask? Smells sweet like the nectar Inside a broken mans flask I'm uptight about life cus I don't want nothing falling out It's all a persona but my souls been screaming out Sippin on some merlot But I wish that it was her tho... But it's always the same... But it's always the same...