Deadline (Swim, Baba)

Woke up from a dream last night To remember, it took awhile Ghosted from my memories But my eyes remember you well Guess that's why I cry Without a why, so often Maybe why I tell myself that lie So often I hate the tear drops, but I Love the rain I've come to love you through my pain And I dont know how to do anything else See where you left me A fit of tears, confusion, and Ultimately I I feel pain I feel pain I feel pain I just want the rain All my memories of you are overcast Can't remember a single sun on your skin You were dark and beautiful I still carry you with me, you know Even your resistance, scared of being known To be forgotten Scared of being known, so you forgot me I'm scared of finding you everywhere else, and Stuck on finding you before me Before the thing inside of you broke And took you from me before I could even know That all the mistakes and the pain you made with me Was just you suffering from your own Remember all the fish we used to find At the end of your line I wish you taught me how to reel 'em in Just least one more time Born tryna hook you onto mine But every time I tried You didn't take the bite The lake is wide, you're on the otherside Wish you'd swim over to me I'm running out of bait, you're running out of minutes. It Shouldn't be like this Don't you think about how I eat Don't you think about how I feel Don't you think 'bout how I feel Now I know your pain Your hand-me-down pain Worst thing bout this pain Is my need for rain I hate the teardrops But I love the rain I hate to cry, but I Need the pain You left me in a fit of tears In a predicament I Can't escape