Bitter 2

Bitch, I'm done No more looking back I can't stand motherfuckers who choose to act Then step up to the plate and refuse to bat I'm too used to that Put your fuckin' neck in a noose and gag Look at these bitches gassed up Talkin' bout tools but you got your hands up You must've debited your street cred Cause something here just doesn't add up I'm still bitter Ain't no sunshine - Bill Withers Can't go with the flow in a still river I hold onto hope that they toss me a rope But nobody shows and I'm still kickin I'm tearin' down this foundation and building a sturdier one Simply surviving's no longer enough and it feels like all that I've done When I leave this world I want Bitter 1 to be my only regret But before I can get to that point, there's something here I've got to address In the wake of my grandpa's death instead of just letting him rest I managed to make that shit all about myself It's like I damn near blamed him for All the pain I felt How could I blame somebody else When I know my biggest challenge is surviving my fuckin' self I deserve my own forgiveness and Imma earn it I swear I'm supposed to be a man so it's pussy to ask for help But then I'm selfish if I end it all This world's pushed me against a wall So tell me what I should do It's so fucking hard to tell Friends say they miss the old me and these days they barely know me Engulfed in my self-loathing No clue as to where I'm going It was easy to feel this way when I had something, somebody else to blame Then it all got swept away and nothing changed I hate this place I used to call it home and now it feels so strange I just know that I can't stay the fucking same It's still O-B-E L-U-S but the old me's dead Should've come and took your shot When I was down in the dumps depressed Had to cut some so-called friends Say goodbye to that leech of a bitch Now I'm at my all-time best so it's best you mind what's leaving those lips F*ck it While I'm making my shit public Here's a little somethin' for my fam out in Dublin BITCH Threaten my mom again I'll take that trip to fight a grown ass woman You and your 5'4" husband I see that mouth's still runnin I must be an anemic seein as a loss of blood means nothin So quick to take a stand but flinch every time I raise a hand What are you? A teenage girl attending a hardcore show in Savannah? Don't get caught sending shots It'll make its way back to me Ain't shit sweeet - you'll get popped And that's a dead ass pussy Bitch I'm back with the silver tongue of a serpent Walked outta Hell but my soul's still burnin And I ain't askin for shit if I feel like I deserve it I'll take what's mine Spirits are high and Imma keep pushing until my heart is withered Until I can crush the world in my palms you won't have to wonder why the f*ck I'm BITTER