Black Rose (feat. Zachary Christiansen)

We met eyes and you said hello And only now I realize That was the day I found out what they mean by butterflies Didn't say a word because my Stomach was up in my throat From then and still now I know You're the most precious thing that I would hold You fixed all that was broke and for once I felt I was whole When the sun peeped through my window and lit up those eyes like gold I desperately wanted to freeze time and hold onto that moment and never let go I saw your face in the clouds I wanted to write your name with the stars No matter how lost I was in the sky I'd always find my way back to where you are I was never too far I fell hard without anything to catch myself on You became everything Every somber night and every love song You let me in with every shed tear and every 'what's wrong?' You wore your heart on your forearm But you always wore your sleeves long Still I've never been the type to ever get my hopes up I tried to let you leave but for some reason you just won't budge And I knew I wasn't anything that you would ever last through Until the day you told me you loved me But you didn't have to Worried 'bout what's next like a bullet in your chest Put in so much time and effort please don't turn out like the rest And I don't know what the f*ck I'm gonna do But I just don't want to sit here wasting all my life on you You're a thorn stuck in my side that I'm taking out tonight Sure it might hurt now but I gotta make it right Please don't get me wrong, I enjoyed our time it's true But I gotta do my thing so the first thing that I'll do is say You no longer feel like home You are black rose beautiful So I can't sit here through your life Waiting on my funeral You no longer feel like home You are black rose beautiful So I can't sit here through your life Waiting on my funeral It's been a few years now and we've had less ups than we've had downs And you put up all these impassable walls I just can't seem to get around And every time you open your mouth, I'm nervously thinking you're kicking me out Every breath that you take and movement you make I'm searching for signs to show me the way out 'Cause I'm sick of this scenic route How long has the needle been on E now? Bitch if it runs out, you can get out and walk I got AAA on speed dial I never wanna hurt you But it's so easy for you to fuckin' do As long as you're doing anything but telling me the fucking truth How do you see me writhing in pain and sit there quiet? It's driving me fucking insane It's like watching this home we built burn down standing inside it And all that'll be left behind is that stupid diamond I spent my life's savings on just to show you I'm trying Last night I swear I heard you crying So don't try and tell me you don't fucking love me anymore You turned back twice with teary eyes and walked out that door Thanks for proving to me I'm nothing we could ever last through You turned this forever into never again But you didn't have to Worried 'bout what's next like a bullet in your chest Put in so much time and effort please don't turn out like the rest And I don't know what the f*ck I'm gonna do But I just don't want to sit here wasting all my life on you You're a thorn stuck in my side that I'm taking out tonight Sure it might hurt now but I gotta make it right Please don't get me wrong, I enjoyed our time it's true But I gotta do my thing so the first thing that I'll do is say You no longer feel like home You are black rose beautiful So I can't sit here through your life Waiting on my funeral You no longer feel like home You are black rose beautiful So I can't sit here through your life Waiting on my funeral