Forgive Me

I have made so many mistakes Are you proud of me I fall short of your glory each day But You still love me Forgive me For turning my back on you Forgive me I couldn't believe in you Forgive me I feel like I'm failing you Forgive me I did it again But I mean it this time Lord I'm sorry I don't wanna let you down I know that I broke your crown Pierced your side You died for me I've tried I've tried I'll get it right this time For you I know I can't do this Without you I don't wanna let them see the real me Nah How can I forgive myself if they see You've seen Every ugly broken piece within me I can't lift these hands to you they're filthy Why do you refuse to see that in my there's no beauty Everybody else left but you're still here God Even at my worst why do you still care Can't you see All the things that I've done Or these thoughts in my head All the people I hurt But they hurt me first And then I hurt you worse When will you break this curse I can't hold these tears The shame ignites my fears Wash away my sin Lord drown me again and again And again and again and again I don't have to question why You're not a man you never lie I know you love us despite of our sin I am not less than I'm much more than the things that I did A child of God I am A child of the King Dear Lord Jesus I Rededicate my life to you Forgive me of my sin I wanna made new Wanna be like you I accept you as my Lord and savior I will live for you