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I don't wanna feel like this Always in my head bout shit Really wanna slit my wrists All way up babe i don't wanna live like this Knowing that i hurt you but i never meant to risk, You Girl you know i need you I don't wanna lose you Always gonna choose you Even if i'm rude too , you I don't wanna live like this Think about what i did wrong Think of anyway i could maybe fix this You don't really know who i am But i promise i could prolly make a change real quick Let me explain think i'm lying bout it Look me in the eyes ain't no lies you my main I'll still live without you but i'll never be the same Bitches look for money clout and fame and trade with pain I just got scared since your story sounded fake But now i'm fucking tripping underage go insane Never meant to do you dirty but i left a stain In love with your face but im still the one to blame Fly around the world i could take you anywhere High in every continent you pussys never dared Faygo with the drip give a slimy two eyed stare Staring at her face but i know she doesn't care Care about my feelings cause she don't want no repair If you ever need me tho i swear it i'll be there If i miss a bitch i'll prolly dye all of my hair Just a heads up take a picture make it rare Do i care to much? Nah i just fucked up I dont want to live if i know im not enough This a rough draft but i made it final cut Everything i lost so now my heart be craving love I dont wanna feel like this Wanna feel the taste of your lips Over mine Or maybe on your hips while i lick Take your time Maybe take a ride just to rhyme we could kiss Always make out valley i could never have no kids Gotta get rich first never get a bitch hurt You know that i'm not worth But i wanna try anyway because i lost her, turn it a monster I don't wanna feel like this Always in my head bout shit Really wanna slit my wrists All way up babe i don't wanna live like this Knowing that i hurt you but i never meant to risk You Girl you know i need you I don't wanna lose you Always gonna choose you Even if i'm rude too , you I'm never gonna switch on you