Addicted (To The Crowd)

Introverted nerd I'm staying to myself Feeling nervous isolation helped my mood improve I felt It was perfect when the earth flipped but to you it felt like hell But my circuits working faithfully this might improve my health Working well, I’m a hermit in my shell, I’m a wizard with a spell Making music by myself, in the studio I dwelled. Dropped a project but I can’t really promote it there no shows and I hate putting work in fo’ no one to notice diagnosis - I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd why I do that to myself, well I think I get it now I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd looking for that validation up on stage I’ll do them proud I’m thrown off again, I think that’s what my problem is so why then can’t I stop it when my music has been rocking in I been caught at my monitor poppin' off about politics got'ta stop it this obsession, friendly but it might cause tension among friends I don’t want the shit to end over some nonsense that you send. Ain’t responding to the threats I might block it all instead. Cause my time is money and these days I’m really being really frugal and you kinda funny with some silly arguments not fruitful need to heal my mental state, take the negative away Pushing Past the Pile of bait, Porque that’s where the Perils wait I’m Prepared to Pedal straight, Past the Place of vengeful hate I will not Perpetuate all these Problems that you make wanna get back to the music, want to fill these venues now want to get the people moving, while the DJ plays it loud want to hang out with my true friends who were always down one day soon we just might do it while I rock the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd why I do that to myself, well I think I get it now I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd looking for that validation up on stage I’ll do them proud So I need these ceremonies to keep my ego up floating because the people are hoping to see a scene that is blowing I show the dream is no phony I go and bleed for hope so I won’t be feeling so lonely I go and scream when I’m flowing to show these people I’m worth it even though he is not perfect and it goes deep past the surface, act-u-ally put the work in unlike these others so flaky, so they ain’t accelerating they all be going ghost lately may as well choke on a veiny