Call from My Conscious

Yeah Right now I wish I ain't love you Right now I wish I ain't love you But somehow I love you I looked fear in the face Said f*ck it Yeah Right now I wish I could hate you But somehow I love you still I looked fear in the face Rolled my eyes & said f*ck you Right now I wish I ain't love you Wish I could hate you Got a call from my conscious He told me play it safe Once again I said f*ck it And I fell in love with you & I wouldn’t say That I made a mistake But you let me down babe, now what can I say I wish I ain’t love you I wish I could hate you But somehow I love you Endlessly flipping through pages Of all the letters you gave me Right now I wish I ain’t love you Wish I could hate you Should’ve knew you were trouble Should’ve listened to Taylor Right now I wish I could hate you Cause baby you played me How you tell me you love me Then go turn to a stranger You should walk with a sign And girl that sign should say danger Saying you need some time But me I know that won’t change it Girl I fell in love with you, & you said relax Told you I was a skeptic You said just let it happen Tried to build us a palace Now it’s all just collapsing Detoxing from your love Anxiously tryna relapse You got my mind runnin’ laps I’m tryna figure what happened And every time I ask you I don’t get a reaction You remind me of Hennessy Cause you make me feel good Same time you killing me Girl how you do that Right now I wish I could hate you But somehow I love you still I look fear in the face Rolled my eyes & said f*ck you Right now I wish I ain't love you Wish I could hate you Got a call from my conscious He told me play it safe Once again I said f*ck it And I fell in love with you & I wouldn’t say That I made a mistake But you let me down babe, now what can I say I wish I ain’t love you I wish I could hate you I got a habit of seeing people how I wanna see em’ I see you as an angel When really you a demon Leave me the f*ck alone girl Get out of my dreams Get out of my mind How you do this to me Aye look, some nights I can’t sleep I be up thinking bout you And what gets to me the most Is you ain’t thinking bout me Cause you ain’t writing me back And you ain’t answer the calls So everything that you said Girl did you mean it at all Cause right now I start to question it Promised forever & girl you said it was definite What happened to the rest of it Girl you my only remedy Girl you my medicine Which is so ironic cause right now you got me sick I ain’t love you Right now I wish I ain't love you Right now I wish I ain’t love you Right now I wish I could hate you Wish I could hate you Right now I wish I could hate you But somehow I love you still I look fear in the face Rolled my eyes & said f*ck you Right now I wish I ain't love you Wish I could hate you Got a call from my conscious He told me play it safe Once again I said f*ck it And I fell in love with you & I wouldn’t say That I made a mistake But you let me down babe, now what can I say I wish I ain’t love you I wish I could hate you