The Vent

This the realest shit I ever wrote, every line you could probably quote woah Look Nightmares of the reaper chasing me All this thinking got me going crazy Feel like I've endured it for light years, feeling all this space between Me & my momma so, home ain't the place to be Shit, I just need a place to breath Feel like everything is slowly suffocating me, everybody Depending on me, so I can't stop Shit, I just hope everything fall in place for me & it's like It's like every time we party at the warehouse It's a new stranger always telling me I stand out And that ima make it & I really got the chance now But if I do, please don't be the one with your hand out But thank you for the love though But honestly right now I'm influenced by drugs though Mixed with all this liquor got my body feeling numb Pops wishing he could get a lil' time with his son though Emotions got me feeling like, nigga you can't come close All I do is run though... Through an endless tunnel, I'm just tryna find the end of it Times with my grandma, I'm tryna remember it Hoping it'll spark a lil' motivation in my life Time wasting in my life, somehow I gotta fix the shit And wasn't much given to me, around the time I got too old for Christmases shit And, I try, I try To understand, understand why we die, we die What's the plan, what's the plan if I stop, I stop Another scam, nother scam just to reach the top shit Why we gotta live this way Feel like the devil took over in the biggest way Wish I could leave & come back, just a different day But for now all a nigga do is sit & pray I knew a chick I should propose to & shit I was supposed to But she said f*ck the new you & the old you, shit She said you fucked me over I gave you one more chance & you still ain't do what you was supposed to shit And shit I know I did you wrong And that's why I still put you up in every song Ex got a new nigga tryna rub it in So my old bitch is the reason I'll never love again Life is crazy Goddamn, look what life done made me Fucked up, goddamn nigga life done changed me And me & Dee finally sat down He said it ain't gon' happen overnight And if it's your passion nigga chase it My niggas say I'm that nigga that give them motivation, shit So it's, kinda hard to stay patient Cause right now I'm at my lowest, getting closer to replacement Dreaming of glamour, like my, ego is satan Only care about myself, a lot less of what you saying I was up late, like, way until the AM Thinking bout the game &, how to plan my way in And at first I was way in But songs wasn't playing So now I'm thinking different bout this shit I'm tired of waiting f*ck I'm tired of waiting They say I need to be real & have conversations They say I need to speak up in certain situations But I just couldn't help it man that's how this shit made him f*ck That's how this shit made him But I just couldn't help it man that's how the shit made him, f*ck This the realest shit I ever wrote, every line you could probably quote woah This be the realest shit I ever wrote, every line you could probably quote Woah