Life Support

Soul been broke Lord everything's a mess Thinking if I end it now Would It relieve the stress Still over thinking in the clouds These drugs release my stress I know you test yo toughest soldiers But I can't pass this test My mental health has its restraints So I don't know what's real I know I failed as a son It's hard to shake the feel Like would I ever be loved And will I know it's real I only made it this far Cause lord you helped me heal Yeah I laugh and joke Wit my gang Like everything's alright And then I'm all alone And I'm breaking down like every night Can't show no weakness If they ask about it I act alright Cause people I used to turn to Snaked me but that's just life I know I'm young I'm not complaining I'm barely maintaining All these tears Lord stop the raining My mental health draining I know I joke But I'm not playing Lately I've been praying Lord I can't do this here no more No I don't plan on staying I hope you hear me singing Soul been broke Lord everything's a mess Thinking if I end it now Would It relive the stress Still over thinking in the clouds These drugs release my stress I know you test yo toughest soldiers But I can't pass this test My mental health has its restraints So I don't know what's real I know I failed as a son It's hard to shake the feel Like would I ever be loved And will I know it's real I only made it this far Cause lord you helped me heal