I'll Forever Wish You Happiness, Pt. 1

I gave you my heart and you tore it apart Tried to forget you but this shit is hard All i want is you in my arms I'ma take all these pills i'm gon be alright This depression I don't even fight I don't even fight it cause i tried to I lost everyone but why you I keep shit to myself cause no one cares I need to vent but no one's there I'm lost in my mind thinking about you I ain't been the same without you Always been the type of nigga to not fucc with hoes Getting money was my only goal Then I got with you and you made my heart cold Made my heart colder then it already was Always gave a damn but never gave a fucc These pills got me sad and shit I'll forever wish you happiness Even if i'm not havin it Even if i'm not havin it These pills got me sad and shit I'll forever wish you happiness I'm tired of walking by you like I dont know you I miss us I miss the old you What am i gon do when these drugs dont work It's been long time but it still fuccin hurts I wasn't myself and no one noticed I feel like overdosing I care bout you more than I care about myself These pills they kinda help With the pain that I feel the pain you have caused Without you I am lost Always been the type of nigga to not fw hoes Getting money was my only goal Then I got with you and you made my heart cold Made my heart colder then it already was Always gave a damn but never gave a fucc Always gave a damn but never gave a fuuucc