Taking Ownership

Yeah your one of one Yeah your one of one Hate it when your gone Hate it when your gone Blowing up my phone With things I don't need to know 150 going down the road I don't wanna lose you but that's how it goes Think I want you, but I need love more Got you passing out drunk on the floor I got bored Yea I need some more Break it down Slow it down I don't need you now I don't need you round I don't wanna let you go But we've been fighting every day Moving on should be the only thing that's on my brain Holding on for too long Yeah it's getting really hard And the way you take my heart out and leave it with scars I hate looking in your eyes because the only thing I see is the stars I guess ill see you tomorrow Gave you my love not to borrow You fill my head up with sorrow Pour up a cup with another Almost ran out of the bottle I don't know why I should bother Cause we're not promised tomorrow I don't think saying it louder gonna fix all my problems I get sadder and sadder by the second I guess that I'm not over it I use drugs to solve my problems but I'm not on stoner shit I don't think that I am better just cause I take ownership I still speak about my problems because I want help with them I've been lonely as of lately not even close to my therapist This is not a cry for help I'm just tryna be realistic Don't think anybody really gonna listen Depression more than my description I barely even wanna live Close my eyes driving on the wrong side of the road I've been feeling really lost don't know where my life should go (Uh) put my foot down (Yeah) never slow down Going out On my own terms I'm going out Music is my only outlet Without this, I'm nothing I'm upset Tryna be careful but it doesn't matter I guess Ride in the cop car but I'm never gonna get arrested Metaphor for my depression Gotta ride with it but I never get to see the end No I never win Let me finish this