Sad Days

When I be in my crib You be coming up at times But it’s none to realize From what you done Since the day You broke me apart Got me feeling like my past From the shit that we went through Broke me into parts Made me feel like I wasn’t myself Were you real in anyway The effort that you put Wasn’t such a thing You were the mistake too Shown me love Which wasn’t none It was toxic at the end Things weren’t enough And I thought to myself What a fuckin pain Got me messed up At the end From what you did But it’s fine with me Cause I know the pain The real deal In anyway Each and everyday Had to find myself again I needed time to Clear my head I didn’t need no help I’m gonna do this on my own Been through many things Even in my past Which it hurt And I wasn’t concerned But you wasted all my time Lemme tell you one thing You fucked it up All in one I wish I could express things But you wouldn’t care I’m guessing everything Was full of nonsense Everyday I held it down on my own Cause there was no hope But deep in your lies I knew one day you’d take Me granted at a time What’s the point of Wasting your time You just being stupid You a whole mistake too I'ma come all new To know you lost A blessing who loved you