Aching Birthing

Left at the mercy of fate So the world is in my hands Better that you understand When you don't know who to trust To be certain of the truth Cuz you won't get another chance And you will go on creating new fears You will live in fear and you will die in fear I live in freedom when the world collapses Got stronger on stress Like a wrecking ball I'm so hard to be blessed Fine tuned, I got no trust issues Bright stars, Michael brought the good news Got around, demons abound Head's up, clear sky Shattering sounds How am I supposed to live now Shit ow Bitch bow And I'm glistening The snakes? They keep hissing I sing for her and she dances for me I get the whip out now she's screaming to me Forgot the forgetting And I still follow this thread The fish slips the hand Now, it's blood being let One day it's about love The next I've had enough Glad when the trust gets broken Must all horses be trojans? Got me ruminating How the scars didn't cut these wings As above so below How this fiend crying for amends? Oh God so mediocre, many such cases Excellence, when I reign myself on myself I face it To become who I am, destined to death In the meantime I don't expect you to comprehend Shit's crazy And I'm not your friend Just another Other Was in the gutter when I cut her The fire was on my skin The body was turned outside in My Spirit got out To say I that had to win The reflection of the mirror What do you see when you look at me? My intellect, my soul Pure agony? My infinitude knows no end Boundless circle strengthening the pulse of my enjoyment Simple and pure The spear that made the wound Only that Only that Only that is the cure The fake ones don't die and the real ones don't calm down Many purported ideas, most just traps that break us down Thorns in my bleeding head, still got a crown Menaces, restlessless The solace of the now Lacklusters wallow on their purges Before I rinsed my heart, I had similar urges Today new form, the aching birthing Today new form, the aching birthing Go on and let it happen, stop twitching You're a bitch, very sad, mimicking and snitching Pathetic A voi politici allo sbando Ormai non avete scampo Nella testa lascio stampo Perché io al mic comando Cosadovecomequando Ma di che state cianciando