Clarity

You are too perfect to be a guy like me, which has no real sincerity I'll break your heart unintentionally, I have too much shit creating this complexity I'm so full of toxicity, I'll ruin your purity I'm so full of insecurity, you'll be left in obscurity I need to find some clarity in order to trust my insurgency So at this time, I'm first priority, over which I have no authority So at this time, it wouldn't be moral to bring you down with all of my sorrow With no guarantee of a better tomorrow, loving me will only bring sorrow Loving me to no avail is easy because right now I'm feeling worthless So I don't want you to follow me down, calling me, texting me, or being around I'll just leave you feeling drowned in my bullshit, which is so profound The storm is bound to hit with you catching all of my bullshit The day you are so fed up, you'll leave hating me and I can't be tough Seeing you leave will cut to the quick, hurting your soul, dragging me down like a brick With time coming, I could predict, I don't want to risk the love we could share if I weren't sick Loving me, now you'd be mistaken, it'd leave both of us heartbroken, shaken Run away now as fast as you can before I f*ck up your whole life's plan