Ashamed

This one here is, it's meaningful I don't know why, I just heard it and I felt like- Soon as I heard it, it was just- I gotta say somethin' that mean somethin' So check this F*ck a self-defense, I'm uppin' it, I'm keepin' this bitch Some people left me in the dirt, now look how clean I get Mommy, I miss you Great grandma would really whoop with a switch Welts on my ass and scars on my waist from grippin' a stick Lately I been thinking that I'm kind of crazy I been lonely, I just want my baby Praying everyday that God save me I'm not ashamed of the thug life No, no, no I'm not ashamed of this thug life Uh-uh F*ck you Judge me if you want, but I'ma thug 'til the end My heart is broken, I done lost my friends I let my guard down, now f*ck, I'm crossed again Make sure that I shit on all of the pussy many men Life goes on and I done been done so wrong Stacking this paper, told my mama, "Hold on" I gotta get it, I don't wanna go home Look I say some situations, can't fix 'em Most of them can't even see me, they painting my picture Ain't gotta worry, karma real, you gettin' your issue Puff on the the do-do everyday with a clip full of missiles Lately I been thinking that I'm kind of crazy I been lonely, I just want my baby Praying everyday that God save me I'm not ashamed of the thug life No, no, no I'm not ashamed of this thug life Uh-uh F*ck a self-defense, I'm uppin' it, I'm keepin' this bitch Some people left me in the dirt, now look how clean I get Mommy, I miss you Great grandma would really whoop with a switch Welts on my ass and scars on my waist from gripping a stick Lately I been thinking that I'm kind of crazy I been lonely, I just want my baby Praying everyday that God save me I'm not ashamed of the thug life No, no, no I'm not ashamed of this thug life Uh-uh