Many To One

Ultimately...the goal is Oneness or One Many wish to rush that goal. Many aren't interested in One at all. Many pray that the journey to One be cut short. Many lack the understanding that we are only many in order to experience the process of becoming One...again. I say again because where else does many come from...but One. And who is many to tell One that it's done. See many have a mission...and until it's completed...we have work to do. 8 to 13 there was 3 suicide attempts, at 19 on the ledge boy I almost slipped Picked up a blade, I ain't know where to slit my wrist I said f*ck it, went in and just cut the shit. Tried the belt, but the rod couldn't hold my weight Tried some pills but my stomach couldn't stand the taste I prayed to God I'd waste Everyday I faced New demons making plans to take me out the game, see every day start to feel the same. At 14 young nigga, tried to numb the pain Weed and drink it helped me get away Now I reflect how I was in my younger days It took me years to see, what god assigned to me to be the one that would let all of people free Be the one to let my people free When God made me he really stirred the pot For awhile I ain't think I that deserved the plot Down on my luck missing calls from pops Every time I went off, you'd think I bomb had popped Clean the mess, that I had placed on self Stop the hate, invest in my mental health Yeah, invest my mental wealth