Today's the Day (Outliving)

Today's the day I finally cave To get the rest I so desperately crave It's been so long since I've seen your eyes This kind of game will be my demise I've never been much for words Come on girl haven't you heard You've locked up my mind and it's so absurd I've waited far to long Wish I could sing you this song I know that I've got to write this wrong Today's the day, I've got to be brave What I saw then, it's so worth it to save It's been so long since you shot me in the head A constant loop of the things that you said I've never been much for words Come on girl haven't you heard You've locked up my mind and it's so absurd I've waited far to long Wish I could sing you this song I know that I've got to write this wrong I know what I've got to do Please let me be straight with you What I want from you now is the truth Today's the day you'll understand Pull your head out of the sand I promise I'll forgive if I can Hey, remember me? I bet you thought I'd gone for good Don't be alarmed even though you feel you should Just hear me out, I'd like to make an inquiry Would you please return the heart you ripped out of me I'll remember what you did to me, some day I'll make you pay There you are you think you're done with me, you're sure that everything will be okay Out of the pan and into the fire The pain never left, you fucking liar I look forward to outliving you I can't be held responsible for what I do Hey, remember me? I'm the one you left to die Don't look surprised, both of us are full of lies Just let me speak, I'd like to make an apology Didn't cross my mind you'd be the one betraying me I'll remember what you did to me, some day I'll make you pay There you are you think you're done with me, you're sure that everything will be okay Out of the pan and into the fire The pain never left, you fucking liar I look forward to outliving you I can't be held responsible for what I do Might as well head home, no reason staying here alone No need to regret Might as well head home, no reason staying here alone No need to regret actions I can't condone I'll remember what you did to me, some day I'll make you pay There you are you think you're done with me, you're sure that everything will be okay Out of the pan and into the fire The pain never left, I'm fucking tired I look forward to outliving you I can't be held responsible for what I do